"I’m a girl. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I dream big. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying"
Trouble with lie-In's is the fact that I end up not being able to sleep at a normal time that night... so here I am (hello!!)
This was my first weekend without munch since Christmas eve so it's been a while since I was able to just relax for a bit.
It didn't start out to good, Friday night I think everything had just got to me.... It's been busy and stressful at work, the funeral for my friend was on Saturday and I'd had to put my foot down with the knob-head so he wouldn't tell munch about bint's brother having terminal cancer (and for the record that's not something I would wish on anyone, but at the same time I also don't understand why he would want to lay that sort of thing on a 10 year old either, he's too young and it's not something he has to be exposed to yet).
Anyway I was just upset and down Friday, and the bloke rung up and heard me upset.... He ended up checking out of his hotel and coming over. I don't think he realises how much that meant to me.... it's rare to find someone who will do that for you and when you do have that person in your life then you just hope they don't ever disappear from it! I do feel bad though that he paid for a hotel he never used.... but tbh, he is one of the few people I would do the same for xx
It's such a shame as we still get on so well, and a lot of what we want are similar.... I know when he came over he talked a little bit about some of what had happened to him, guess just to show I am not a complete nutter and that blokes and women just react differently... and he was talking about how much he wanted kids.... I've seen how he is with his niece and nephew, and with munch and he'd be great at it!!
I guess in some ways I just wish I did have that spark he was looking for... as I've never met anyone who cares about me like he does, or who I have felt this way about.
Went to my friends house-warming/engagement/birthday party last night, and turned out to be a good laugh (and only cost me taxi fare and a couple of bottles - #bonus).
Their house is great, and got to spend sometime with a bunch of my friends just having a giggle .... managed to get through two bottles of wine though and I do remember towards the end of the night dancing quite a bit with the bloke they'd hired to tend the bar.... poor bloke! I think he was only about 24 and he did keep trying to escape but none of us was letting him go!
I don't quite remember getting into bed, always the sign of a good night! When I got up I went through and checked I'd remembered to lock the front door and had brought home all my stuff, which I had so it's all good!
Now I think I really do need to think about going to bed, although feeling a little woozy in the head, like I'm slightly off balance. Would say it was a hangover but it's only come about in the last hour or so... wonder if I've still got a bit of water in my ear from the shower??? Oh well either that or the floor and walls have decided they need to keep moving a little?
Night all, sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite xx
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