When you make decisions, follow your heart and not your mind. For if your mind’s decision fails, you regret. But if your heart fails, you just smile and say, “Nice try"!


What do we end up regretting more? The things we do, even when after the fact because of the consequences we might wish we hadn't, or things we wish we had the courage to do, but didn't go through with for fear of what the consequences might be?


Still debating... do I send or don't I? Will it destroy anything that's left or will it make them think? Probably the first knowing how my luck goes!


Still, I am trying to move forward... coffee today, got coffee tomorrow, chatting to the King...... all are potentials but do they replace? Don't know???? 
I have been replaced... or I know that I may not be physically replaced yet, I already am not missed!!! I wasn't young or niave enough, or maybe just wasn't good enough? I  just know I never was, or ever had the chance, to be part of the crowd as I was always kept at a distance.


Guess in the end I just cared more than they did.... and maybe I was just too good for them as they weren't ready to handle that.... I deserve to be treated exactly as my name suggests... Like a princess, because in the end I would have treated them just as good (if not better) back.... But who likes someone who is good and kind to them, guess blokes only like you if you treat them like a bitch?