Ohana

I'm trying my best, but it hurts to think i might already have been replaced.... as that will mean i was lied to, it was me that was actually the problem, and that i was just not good enough.... and thinking that hurts more than anything else!


Trying to dip my toe back in the pond but at the same time i don't want to, as even with all that has gone on, i still can't get my head round the fact that i had everything i wanted with so much possibility, but it seems i was the only one that felt that way.


In the words of Lilo & Stitch i did have my 'ohana'.


Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind, or forgotten. This is my family. I found it all on my own. It's little, and broken, but it's still good!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gY01SBClt8