You know when you get those days/weeks/months when one minute you thought you knew the kind of path you was on, then in an instance you are blown off course? That's how i feel at the moment.... i still feel lost at sea, and the last couple of weeks it has felt like i have been drowning at times.
So much has been crashing down on my head that its been a struggle to keep going, rather than just letting the waves push me down and keep me there!!!!
But i'm still here so i guess like Dory says "just keep swimming, just keep swimming...."
I still know what i want deep down and i still know that i am not going to have it as it's beyond my control....i guess in some ways, as i still keep trying to swim against the tide, i hope that my lobster will want to join me again one day, as the journey, no matter how difficult it can get is always better done with someone.
Maybe the clouds will lift for all of us soon so we can see the star by which we need to steer by?
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