Tuesday, 27 March 2012

Is it that difficult?

Well it's been a glorious few days, sun has been shining and it's amazing how just having the day brighter can lift your mood, even if it's just a little bit!


The weekend was good, i opened all the windows and aired the house out a bit. Love it when the house smells air fresh rather than cooped up... Got several loads of washing done and dried it outside so all the clothes now smell like fresh air, and i even managed to cut the grass (well in the back garden anyway)!


Saturday night was good, met up with a bunch of the girls for something to eat and a few drinks, which was nice as now we don't all work together its harder to catch up! One was out for the first time since she had her bubba, and another told everyone she's 3 months pregnant.... life is moving on at a pace for everyone these days. It's great for them, but wish I could join in with that.... I'd love to be doing that sort of stuff, but no-one wants that with me. Simple things like having a family and home is all i really want.... although i do have ambitions with work too, not so much about what level i want to get to, or status, more about making sure i challenge myself!


Anyway, after food and drinks i met up with another friend for a few birthday drinks in town and ended up in THE most cheesiest clubs ever!! But to be fair i liked the cheesy songs and i was with a good crowd, and i will always maintain the fact that it's not the places you go to on a night out that makes it a good night, it's all about the company you have!!


Rolled into the house about 3:30am having had the taxi man wait to make sure I got in safe (bless!) I love going out but even now i hate coming back to an empty house, it's hard to explain to people why and what i mean..... i think it's just that feeling that i am not coming home to anyone?!?


Tried not to waste Sunday to a hangover and was quite please with myself as i got up and did more of the gardening, those little jobs that need to be done but are so easy to just keep putting off! So my fence posts are now concreted in again, and I've sown some grass seeds, built up a bit more of my rockery and done (or attempted) the footings of some steps. Still not sure if i am brave enough to actually try cementing the bricks though???


As it was such a nice day ended up doing a BBQ, the bloke came over and helped cook the food and we just had a chilled out time in the garden, even played a couple of hands of cards... don't think any of us have great poker faces lol!


Think the late night and manual work killed me though, was ready for bed at 10pm haha!


Today I've carried on the theme of getting little jobs done, booked munch into day camp for summer, for the two weeks i needed to pay for, and then passed the details on to his dad to cover his two weeks.


The only thing that has really annoyed me is the knob head, not seeming to be very proactive in getting the deed forms done, and now the fact that he is actually going to have to pay to do this means the whole thing has slowed down even more! How it's come as a shock that he has to pay for a solicitor to look this over I'll never know?! Think he thought he'd get away with not paying a penny, that's how stupid he can actually be!! Wish he would just grow up and man up to some of the things he should be dealing with! Ggrr 


Guess i should go bed rather than be playing on this 'draw something' app, but it does get addictive lol


Anyway night y'all  

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