Think I've actually lost track of what day it is at the moment, and the next couple of weeks is only going to get busier as it's the Easter holidays.
I've been trying to do some of the garden this week while the weather has been nice. Guess a bit of physical labour might have added to the general feeling of pooped now, I know my arms and back is aching from lugging bags of stones and sand around!
To be fair, the garden could have waited, but I get so frustrated having so many little jobs just sat round waiting, I like the feeling I get from completing things rather than wasting effort thinking about doing them but not actually doing anything about it.... and there are plenty of big jobs left still to worry about! Couple of blokes from work have said they should be able to help me move Munch's shed which will be fab, as I can then start sorting out the patio properly at long last!! Seen some window baskets that hook on to a balcony normally, but going get a few to for on the fence instead and then grow some veg in them :0)
Most the problems with time though, is because everything has just gone crazy for some reason this week.... Work is busier than usual with so many things that need doing and they all need doing now! I know it always goes mad as it's tax year end for us, but this is worse than usual.
Then I'm still trying to sort out the house. Got one more form I need to take to get witnessed by a solicitor and then I think it is all done, knob head finally got his stuff signed and sent of on Thursday, still can't believe some of the stuff he was asking me about though... wasn't like I could see the forms he had, or have done this before, yet he still expected me to do some of his running round, fooking cheek of it!! Had enough of doing that shit for him when we was together so God knows why the thought I'd do it for him now?!
Did manage to chill a couple of times though this week so not been as bad as it could have been!
Went round a friends house with a few people Tuesday, where grabbed some food and took the pee out of Shaun, he really tells us some random facts about himself that can be used for blackmail at a later time lol! Like the date he managed to screw up twice.... and the fact that he loses all feeling in his left leg when he comes which means he can't have sex standing up... or the lines he has used in his on line dating profile!! Haha!!
Also seen the bloke a couple of times last week. He brought a new car and so came round to show it us one night.... Its really nice (even if the first thing i asked when he told me he got it was the typical girl question "what colour is it"), but I'm really pleased for him, as I know he's wanted one of these for ages...
We also grabbed some takeaway and just chilled watching a DVD on one of the other nights. Think he needed the break as much as I did as I think his work has been as bad as mine!
I find when he comes round, or I catch up with my friends, its the only time I get to relax properly as I stop thinking about the mental 'to-do' list I have in my head. Its not being by myself I have a problem with as I spent years with knob head working nights so I am used to it, but I think it's more of a case of being by myself, I know that when someone stays over I do seem to sleep better... I like being able to snuggle into the back of the bloke to go sleep, and I miss having those times when you are asleep and turn over and instinctively put your arm over the person in bed with you and just cuddle up.... Not talking anything dirty here, just the being near someone and huddling up!!
Sometimes it's nice to be the big spoon, sometimes it's nice to be the little spoon!
I guess I just like the feeling and security that type of closeness gives you. Its not a feeling I get with many people, can't even remember having that type of feeling with the knob head, he was just too selfish, just took me too long to see it properly!
Been sat here tonight having a little wine, watching Shallow Hal, and catching up with a couple of friends on line..... I have some people that I really miss at times!
Oh well, guess I should think about going to bed now, just wish I had the other spoon tonight, the body warmth would have been nice for the aching muscles lol!
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