Things have been moving on this week...... I've come so close to the light at the end of the tunnel with knob head i can almost taste my freedom, but i am trying so hard not to get my hopes up as i am expecting for something to go wrong!! If this all goes as planned then i will finally have all ties to him that I can cut and that means freedom finally! Then the only thing left i have tying him to me is munch, and as each passing year than diminishes!
Such a big relief!!
But then there is the other stuff..... it is moving on, and that isn't a bad thing, but at the same time I wish I could still have what I know is still there. I'm ok to say that as I've always been overly honest and worn my heart on my sleeve, just others can't/don't.
I know that there is still stuff there.... but at the moment the shadows of the past loom bigger and blocks everything from being seen. There is the need to move on but with a constant reminder there everyday they can't..... and the bugger is I understand that yet am so sad that the moving on is at the cost of other things
Guess everything just has to work itself out in the wash....I'm not blocking roads but people have to want to travel that road in the first place. I'm not saying the road is smooth, any road has it's bumps and hills but you know what, sometimes the view can be amazig if you are willing to carry on, and it's not always about the destination at the end of the road, more about the journey you take to get you there!
Some people just put you down, or make you feel down, but there are some people are there that help you get up, will dust you off and walk alongside you..... and these are the ones that you don't want to lose
night hope your star guides you well x
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