Why is my life such a pendulum?
Just as one part swings upwards another part swings down? All I want to achieve is a little balance!
On the one hand finally getting the house sorted and moved into just my name, and the fact that it was Munch's birthday this weekend has been a great high and such a huge relief after a couple of years of worry and stress, I have a light at the end of this particular tunnel!
But on the other hand realising the irony of the fact that the one person you thought was worth the risk of trusting in and being with, is not only still not over his own ex, but that you just was never good enough in the end to be worth that risk back I guess....
I guess I am just an idiot to believe what anyone tells me anymore..... After all what do I have to give really?
Some people will tell you they love you, but then that doesn't seem to be enough for them anymore.... the fun is obviously in the chase of those younger and prettier and like to play games, have their own ego boosted?
I've seen this more than once now and cause I don't play those games and am actually honest about who I am rather than playing games then I'm not good enough....
If you listen hard enough you might hear the snap!
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