Last couple of days have taken their toll.... work has been one thing as everything has got stupidly busy again, but the arguments with knob head have just stayed at the back of my head.... hate it!
I don't want it to be able to affect me this way, but as it messes with my life I can't escape it either.... now just waiting to see if he's petty and screws up other stuff as well?!
And then there is just the fact I wish I could just fix the other stuff.... What I want to say I can't, and knowing that I didn't mean that much.... that I have been replaced hurts!
Maybe I should just go out and do what I know I can do? It's not like anyone is going to be bothered or upset by it!
I wish they was as it would show they cared, but they won't be as I'm not the one anyone ever wants or cares about that much!
I should just give up and expect perfection.... we know that doesn't exist! So with that decided I'm not going to be surprised!!
With how crap I've been treated before I found someone who treated me how I wanted to be.... it wasn't perfect, far from it, but it was good (and that isn't just going by my standard!) but they thought it wasn't good enough as so left... I think life is just too complicated to even bother sometimes
I'm willing to give the world to someone who i think is worth the effort, not to someone who is perfect
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