Tentative Woo-hoo's

Things have been a bit crazy this week, actually scratch that.... they've been like that for the past of weeks to be fair! Where to start?


Well I've found things can move pretty quickly sometimes. 


I went from enquiring about my mortgage and moving it into just my name, to actually taking the leap and applying.... now I have a valuation on Tuesday and I think (and hope with everything crossed) that if it passes this stage then everything has been approved and I have just got rid of my biggest problem! Well actually it means I then have to organise getting my Transfer of Equity done as well as one is the money side, the other is the legal side but the sum of all parts equals FREEDOM!! 


No more worries about the knob head taking it from me or causing me problems over it as it will be all mine. But I'm reluctant to get excited about it yet as they could still say no..... my problem is everything I ever get in my life that seems to be good just goes away, or walks away.... :0(


So all I've done so far is have a tentative celebration on Friday as went round to next doors for a few vino's and got a little tipsy! I do know that I came back and got munch in bed, then manged to lose a few hours somewhere.... have nooooooo idea what i did for a couple of hours... oops!


This weekend I watched the munch and his school compete in Rock Challenge at the guildhall, and it was so great to see them all dancing on stage. They was all made up as the school came 2nd place, so all the kids were buzzing and munchkin just wouldn't shut up... Got a lie in this morning though!!


While he was in his all day rehearsal, I had a productive day! Got my hair cut finally, which always makes you feel that bit better, I got Munch's birthday present, met up with Abi to catch up and we got our god daughter her birthday presents.... even treated myself to a FAB pair of shoes, handbag and purse, and it didn't even cost me much as i found a bunch of gift cards I hadn't used yet - happy days!


I guess the less 'great' stuff has also been happening - usual work stuff with things being busy, but it has been more than that the last couple of weeks as i swear I have adults acting like bloomin' kids at the moment.... if they're not careful I'll start putting them on the frickin' naughty step!


Also found out this weekend that I'm being accused of being the other woman so to speak! All I've been doing is being a sounding board for someone going through a tough time and yet his ex has been accusing us of doing more than that!! Not that it would be any of her business even if we was as they split up a year ago! 


At the moment that would be too complicated to get into anyway.....This bloke not only has a crazy ex, he's got his kids to think about, a mom who is going through chemo and a nan who he is pretty much the carer for.


And for my situation, it's not lost on me that the way I feel for someone is the same way he feels about his ex.... the irony isn't lost on me! 
Trouble is with this situation is I also know how he feels about me too.... I know what he's said to me, and what he's not said...


I guess I still wonder if what i said that one time was what finally broke it all?!?

I hope not as although it had bumpy patches it was good... nothing was rotten about it, it's just a case of two people with different baggage and maybe not handling it fantastically!
Rather than getting over some of it we let it take away something good..... finding someone who you can talk to, have a laugh with, be best friends with and still want to jump bones, is rarer than you might think! Most people consider themselves lucky to find just some of that.


I guess that's why I haven't jumped into something with the one that I've been accused of seeing, as I know that for both of us it isn't the right time at the moment....


Guess i should go check my relationship with my bed is still good, before the alarm gets jealous and tries to split us up!! ;0)