Well that's another weekend passed, and must say it's been a bit of a random one, not sure what to make of some of it....
After having coffee and a catch up with S I went round next door for a few vino's, or it was meant to be a few vino's, it actually turned in to quite a few vino's in the end!!
I like having a neighbour about the same age as me as we have such a giggle.... Her husband was a little bit shocked that we were still up when he rolled in!
Think I left there just after 3am this morning.... but I don't remember doing some of the stuff I obviously did do (oops).
I managed to send a few messages out which was mainly gobbled-gook, and I sent some texts.... when the King came round tonight he was telling me some of the stuff I'd texted him... have told him I do random stuff when drunk lol!
I guess I just don't know where my head is with everything, and at the moment it can sometimes feel like I'm two people stuck in the same head!!
Some of the stuff I have found out recently hurts, even now.... I just don't get why with some of?
Sat here watching stupid bloody chick flicks, and having valentines day just coming up probably doesn't help, as the thought that I was so easily replaceable and that I'm not even missed just means I wasn't that important!
And then I have to deal with the blokes friend coming on to me again.... I'm not going to go there, I never was and I'm not about to start now, but I bet it just wouldn't bother the bloke either way, as he's busy with another person now anyway..... I just need to find way to tell his friend to bugger off in the nicest possible way!
Guess I should really try and get some sleep, although that may be a challenge as I think the insomnia has set in a little today, but i guess I'll go give it a whirl?!?
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