Quiet day today... just sorting things out, getting things tidied up. You know what they say, tidy home, tidy mind.... not sure how true that is but I'll give it a try!
Waiting to see if we get snow now, but in the mean time I'm snug inside, with the heating on, the fire going and the cupboards are stocked up with food and drink, all that's missing is some one to snuggle up to!
People often talk about what they have lost, and sat here by myself it's hard not to think about things too much (a habit I know I have) but I guess it's just sad that I've got this far through my life and I can say that no-one ever regrets losing me.... doesn't really say much about me does it? Not to have anyone care that much about me?
Finding people to take an interest has never been too much of a problem... I mean even now there are 3 or 4 who are interested, but so far I've kept most of them at arms distance, all I've done is meet them away from home for drinks and such, only one has actually made it to seeing me here.... but don't know if I'm prepared to go more than that, been hurt before by doing that, and at the moment I don't think my heart is ready either as it belongs somewhere else, yet I know it's not wanted there.... it's my problem and I've got to figure it out!
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