Well the day i have been dreading is here... not sure i know what to do?
How do i get through the next couple of days? Guess the same way millions of others do, trouble is I'm just lil' old me! Not sure if I'm strong enough to do it with a smile on my face though.... I am very thankful for my friends around me, i know they care and are concerned about me, but no-one can get me through this, just me... like always i am on my own, i have no-one i can rely on and know is their for me, and just me! I've never been that lucky... thought i might have been once upon a time but that was my misunderstanding.
And the other thing on my mind i just don't know what to do about... i have possibilities going forward that rules out certain things that I'm not sure I'm ready to stop fighting for! Where's the crystal ball when you need it?
Complications, baggage, pasts and futures, not sure how you separate it all?
Some people are swayed by other peoples opinions.... my trouble is i just listen to my heart and gut, which means reason and logic aren't always present!
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