It's been a week of nerves, highs and being able to finally draw a line under some things that have stressed me out for three years! And THAT is a very good feeling to finally be able to experience!
I guess I always want certain things, or rather I know what things I want, but most times you can't say anything because they are always down to choices outside what I control.... and no matter how much you will for things to happen, you have to let the decisions come in their own?
However everything finally got completed, so now my home is my own (and so is the debt that goes with it!) but it means the knob head has no way of getting his hands on it now, he can't write a debt against it and he can't use it to threaten me into doing anything.
Only piece now tying me and him together is munch... and he will soon be of the age where he decides what type of contact he has with his dad, and I don't think the ex appreciates that over the next year or so his relationship with munch might change quite a lot as he moves up to big school?
Also went to weymouth with one of my old school friends and her daughter. It was nice to get away and have a break, even the weather came good for the little road trip holiday :0)
We walked along the beach Saturday all the way to the harbour and back.... worked it out to be about 9 miles, and my legs can certainly vouch for that now! My calf muscles are aching today. If I sit still for too long I look like a right cripple getting up and trying to move around, at least for a few minutes lol! Managed to knacker the kids and ourselves out though I think!! Really could do with an all over massage about now though..... ease the pain in the legs and in my shoulders as don't think I'm used to soooo much walking in one go..... anyone know someone free to give me a rub?
While we was there we made sure we got to eat our chips on the beach, and the kids spent a few hours playing on the beach.... they seemed to love just being able to throw stones in the sea?!?
It was nice going to Weymouth as last time I went there was before I had munch, so over 11 years! We also stayed in a caravan which was a really weird experience, think the last one i slept in was holidays with my parents, so I must have been about 13 or so.... It was fun though, like camping indoors.....
Munch was looking through some of the video clips on his phone while we was there, and came across some from last year, there was a couple he'd took of his cousins and some of the bloke wearing the flower garland, as well as a few unflattering ones he'd managed to take of me... think i might see if I can delete them when he's asleep ;0)
Guess this weekend was the type I wish I could also share with other people.... the caravan opposite had a party (although tbh by my standards it was VERY quiet) so it would be good to be able to do similar things with my friends sometimes.... but also it's the type of things I'd love to do with someone as a family as it's great to just get away and change the scenery for the weekend!
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