Saturday, 6 August 2011

Ponderment

I'm lying here in bed, thankful it's finally the weekend as I know how stressed I've been at work this week. It's been kinda like an out of body experience as I've felt myself getting more and more wound up, yet not been able to stop it. I think I just need to take a few deep breathes this weekend so we I go back in Monday people have a chance of keeping their heads on their shoulders!

Maybe once I have mastered that I'll also be able to figure out why I seem to cause people closest to me embarrassment as at the moment I have most definitely been put into a box that's not allowed to mix with any of the other boxes in their life, and the only reason I can think of is they're ashamed of me...especially when at the moment it's those other boxes they would rather play with

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