It's amazing how sometimes you can be skipping your way through the day quite merrily, then one thing, one random thing, happens and you have an old memory resurface and hit you like a tonne of bricks, completely knocking you off your stride.....
Had one of those yesterday and all I was doing was just reading a book! Nothing related to what had happened to me but in a nano second there was that feeling and it transported me back, making me feel like absolute shit if I'm honest!
The feeling that I got just took me back to that moment, stood at my front door as I closed it having said good bye to the munch as he went to spend Xmas eve and Xmas day with his dad.
There have been very few times in my life when I have felt that way, I think I may have actually felt my heart break a little, I'm surprised no one heard the crack! I think I'd have fell to the floor there and then if the bloke hadn't been there to hold me up!
It's those moments that defines who you're friends are, as friends are the ones that hold you up when you can't hold yourself up.
I don't know what I would have done that Xmas if he hadn't been there with me when munch left, or Mcscholes hadn't offered to have me join their Xmas eve tradition and go out with them, offering me a place to stay that night so I didn't wake up Xmas day alone!
Luckily these flashed only happen occasionally, but they act as a reminder that no matter how wounds heal, there are always scars left behind....
No comments:
Post a Comment