Might be different players but history really does have a way of repeating itself!
Guess that means I should be questioning if it's more a problem with me than a problem I exist through? Trust me I've been mulling that one over today with a friend and a glass of wine!!
Sure I'll say more about those particulars soon enough, but for now I am trying decide where my head is at and if my heart can be strong enough to resist?
How do people know when enough is enough and it's time to draw the line under a chapter, when there's still part of you that believes in that chapter?
I'm trying the think back through my past to find those moments were I finally truly let go of the past ties and moved on, to see if I can do something similar now, but I just can't seem to pin point it.... So that's not much help for my current situation!
Sadly though each time this happens an extra layer of protective casing goes round me and I get that little bit more disillusioned with finding my happy ending.... And I'm not suggesting it's a fairytale perfect happy ending as those are just full of crap, just one that fits me will do!
Time for bed now I guess, as people say 'things will look better in the morning'. Not sure I believe that either but it will prevent the dark circles from taking over my face and even if things don't look better on the old emotional front, maybe I will?
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