Tick tick boom

Been a while since I've wrote on here.... it's not that I haven't wanted to but things/life have just kept me occupied. 

Sometimes I think that if I actually started writing what was going through my head I'd either not be able to stop the verbal download, or I just come across as a complete head case..... or maybe it would be a bit of both? Who knows?

It sounds like such a cop out but work has still been keeping me busy, though the last couple of weeks I have just lost my motivation there. Maybe its because everyone has got to the headless chicken stage and I am at the point where I know what shit pile is going to land on me next week, but I am also back to the 'do I, don't I' question of finding a new job? Guess its something i just need to keep mulling over for a bit? Its a scary choice when it's more than just you that would be impacted by the wrong one.... and is the grass REALLY greener on the other side?

I've also done the Christmas run up to Birmingham, but now i have the last bits here to do and i just haven't found the motivation to do it... even writing Christmas cards seems too much this year. At least I've got the visit to the parents over and done with. 

This weekend was a good one.... my birthday was Saturday and so went out with some friends to celebrate. Had a really good night out, and didn't feel too rough the next day, which considering the amount of shots we did, is pretty good going!

I think if anything the one thing that I was most disappointed in was people who I thought did/would care not even sending a happy birthday through.... there's a couple of people who I thought was better than that but obviously they don't care as much as I thought they did. 

Its this time of year that I miss people being around.... I miss being able to talk to them, to laugh with them, to chat absolute shite with them when tipsy like we used to. Friends like that are few and far between, and I wish that they thought the effort was worth it too, guess I misjudged them?

Oh well... got more drinking down the German Market planned this weekend, as this month I have every Saturday night free, and then there's the Christmas party (well christmas pub crawl) to look forward to. Those nights usually turn into a good laugh.... and maybe for one of these events I will actually remember to take my camera out for a few photos that aren't blurry?!