Can't believe how long it's been since I last wrote on here!

The last time was just after I got back from holiday, and that was the end of last month. I think I've blinked and missed September....

I think a lot of it has to do with work. Its gone from horrendous to worse than shit! When you get dragged into a two hour meeting with the CIO and basically get your ass chewed out for things that was not your fault or beyond your control.... and then when you TRY to defend and reason about the position you're now in, you get told to either shut up or be removed from the account with immediate effect.... well then you know its been a bad month!

And that was just one of a few meetings like that, and its simply because people do not understand the decisions that have taken place that have gotten what I do into the position it's in. And to be fair, I might not have every 'i' dotted and every 't' crossed, but I'm pretty much damn close. 
I don't understand how some people can be so narrow minded as to say that just because something isn't there in exactly the right pretty picture then they don't want to know, and do you know what? My crystal ball is obviously not working so I'M NOT A BLOODY MIND READER!!! Jesus!!

It has got to the point where i just decided I might as well write this weekend off and try and crack on with it. I'm fed up of having to sign back into work as soon as I get through the front door in the evening and not seeing munch. Its been making me feel like I'm a really shitty mother the last few weeks. I almost missed his parents evening the other day so I was sat there in the car crying on the way home.... I'd left work later than I originally wanted then there had been an accident which had closed one of the roads out of town which just made every where busy.

Luckily I made it before it finished, but it just made me feel so bad, like I'd let him down.... the same type of feeling I have at work at the moment

Oh well, today has at least finished on a plus side! After have clocked up about 20 hours this weekend I thought this had been a real waste of a child free weekend.... however The King has just left.... and he's left me with a big smile on my face - dink dink!

Hopefully see him tomorrow night too :0)