Sat here on a glorious sunny day feeling like my weekend has gone completely wrong and yet I don't know what I have done... Maybe that the things I should say out loud are the things I can't bear to say as I'm to scared of the consequences?
Maybe no matter what I have I always look at ways to ruin it, and I think that might be what I'm doing at the moment? I don't want to lose what I have but I just can't seem to stop myself from doing what I am doing.... Think I must have been evil in a previous life and now karma is biting me on the ass, either that or I'm just damn unlucky