They say life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get..... and some of us might have a hard outside but a soft inside and we need to be handled with care at times!
Think my life is like a bag of revels at the moment, you never know what flavour you are going to get! You pick one up, look at it, sniff it and think you have it sussed but then bam, one bite and you realise it wasn't what you was expecting...
I'm not sure what I'm after at the moment, maybe i should just go on a diet and make things simpler!!
I think I guess I am just fed up of ending up being second choice, of being good but not quite good enough, as I really don't quite know what I am doing wrong at the moment?
People wonder why I keep certain parts of myself to myself and not let them in, or to help me, but what they don't know is that to do that I have to trust them and letting them in means I open myself up to the hurt and heartbreak that can come with it. I want to be able to let someone in one day, but when i do it will be someone who wants to be with me, have a future with me, to be my family...
I don't put up walls to keep people out, there are there to see who cares enough to take them down
