Don't know which way is up at the moment! So much going on I'm not sure what to do first!
Work is the usual crazy busy, but at the moment I am trying to also do all my Christmas shopping as need to go back up home to drop the presents off the first weekend in Dec, so my 'last minute shopping' that most people associate with Christmas eve, comes at the end of November for me!
And then I have to wrap it all!!! Because we won't be here for the first weekend in December, and my birthday is the next weekend, me and munch are putting the tree up next weekend as it HAS to be up before my birthday, and I'm not doing it in the week.... There are some traditions that no matter how old I get, I will still stick too!
I think one of the things that has been the hardest this week is trying to comfort munch as his dad has gone on honeymoon number 2 (yes 2!! the bloke that can barely afford child support and thinks £16 a week is an acceptable amount has two honeymoons). As his dad is on a cruise though its not like he can even ring every day.
Typical though that i have to deal with the fall out of choices his dad makes. If I did that I would get such a hard time of the douche bag!! And it also means that i have to do both ends of the child care which is knackering as there is no respite!
At the moment things are still moving with Kingy... where i don't know but as I said before I'm not going to think about it too much or expect anything as the one thing I've learnt as that no matter what you think you know about someone, as soon as you have expectations, you will get your heart broken as they will eventually let you down. Its never ever going to be an if.... its always a when!
And I guess there's still the odd dalliance with Toblerone? That one always brightens the day especially as its just a work based thing... Certainly make some meetings a bit more interesting lol!
Wednesday, 21 November 2012
Wednesday, 14 November 2012
Goldfish and chips
Do you ever have one of those days where you wake up and go about your daily jobs but your brain stays in bed? That's been my week so far this week... I think i make the ditsy blonde look smart!
My attention spell seems to be the size of a gnats bollock at the moment! Definitely need a holiday I think!!
Betsy and Puddings came over tonight for tea (chips, battered sausage and mushy peas nom nom nom) and a girly catch up, and we ended up looking through the brochure's I picked up over the weekend (although I think they were looking for where they could go rather than me lol)
We did some how go from talking about having a holiday where you could shower outside to Richard Branson's island where you can 'Poo with a view'... Not sure that's in the brochure though eek!
It was the kind of night I needed really. It just seems that at the moment there is so much being said that is OTT, where things are being said where I am not sure who they are trying to convince? Are they trying to show everyone how good things are going? Or are they really just trying to convince themselves? Thursday could be interesting I guess?!?
I did speak to Kingy yesterday but still not seen him, so still not sure whats going on there? I think I'll just leave the ball in his court!
In the meantime, I'll avoid the PDA's, see if I can wake my brain up, and try and limit the number of people I piss off at work this week.... not sure of the success rate though haha!!
Also need to figure out when i can finish the Christmas shopping ahead of the road trip at the beginning of the month. Have put my brownie and mince pie order in though lol!
Friday is tarot card night. Never had it done before so lets see if this hocus pocus collaborates the crystals or not. Until then.... its bedtime peeps!
My attention spell seems to be the size of a gnats bollock at the moment! Definitely need a holiday I think!!
Betsy and Puddings came over tonight for tea (chips, battered sausage and mushy peas nom nom nom) and a girly catch up, and we ended up looking through the brochure's I picked up over the weekend (although I think they were looking for where they could go rather than me lol)
We did some how go from talking about having a holiday where you could shower outside to Richard Branson's island where you can 'Poo with a view'... Not sure that's in the brochure though eek!
It was the kind of night I needed really. It just seems that at the moment there is so much being said that is OTT, where things are being said where I am not sure who they are trying to convince? Are they trying to show everyone how good things are going? Or are they really just trying to convince themselves? Thursday could be interesting I guess?!?
I did speak to Kingy yesterday but still not seen him, so still not sure whats going on there? I think I'll just leave the ball in his court!
In the meantime, I'll avoid the PDA's, see if I can wake my brain up, and try and limit the number of people I piss off at work this week.... not sure of the success rate though haha!!
Also need to figure out when i can finish the Christmas shopping ahead of the road trip at the beginning of the month. Have put my brownie and mince pie order in though lol!
Friday is tarot card night. Never had it done before so lets see if this hocus pocus collaborates the crystals or not. Until then.... its bedtime peeps!
Saturday, 10 November 2012
Hocus Pocus
Can't believe we're already part through November. I only realised today that's its about 4 weeks to my birthday! I've blinked and missed the last couple of months for sure!!
Wonder who will be around to help me celebrate? Some people that it would have been good to see out won't be there and I can guess who those will be most likely. The people and place I am in, in my life are great (apart from too many hours working but hey-ho) but it still won't stop me missing certain people being around to help me celebrate. Just not sure who will make it up from home, guess just wait and see?!
One of my old work friends came round the other day, so we tried something out (and no, not that for any pervs reading this Lol!).
She's into a lot of the new age type stuff and she brought her crystals round with her, so I gave the 'channeling your energy' and asking them questions a go. It may all be a bit of hocus pocus, but she swears by it and that they've never let her down yet, so I guess I just keep an open mind?
I asked about me and Kingy.... he's back from holidays so guess see what happens next? I'm under no illusions, its complicated as it is, so I don't really have many expectations if I'm honest, and this was consistent with the answers I got from the crystals when I asked about it. I really am of the mind of Que Serra, Serra with it all though...
I did ask the crystal some other questions which got interesting responses. Not sure how much to believe in them.... I'd love to think they will come true, but I've learnt that believing in dreams and hopes and wishes more often than not only leads to heart break and disappointment, and I've had enough of that to last me a life time.
One of the answers confused me, but all the questions I asked I tried several times, and my friend has asked the same questions the other night and her answers matched what I got, and since i only told her the questions and not the responses then that is kind of spooky!
Like I said, mainly hocus pocus, but most the answers matched what the old 'female intuation' tells me and that is something i do believe in. As of yet, my gut instinct has always been spot on! Its spotted liars, cheats and got me out of some sticky situations.
Anyway, regardless of what happens going forward, there's things to keep me amused now ;0)
Some old faces have already made a re-appearance, and there are some new faces i wouldn't mind getting to know more! Its all about finding people that you connect with and can go between just talking shit then talking about something completely deep, that's all i want.
To find someone who can be your best friend, your strongest supporter, your lover and your confident rolled up in one package is the aim, but given what I've seen of people i also think its a myth. There are many people with good intentions, but not very many good people. Trust me I've seen sides of people that i didn't think exist, and i have a few secrets that they'd hate for other people to find out
Wonder who will be around to help me celebrate? Some people that it would have been good to see out won't be there and I can guess who those will be most likely. The people and place I am in, in my life are great (apart from too many hours working but hey-ho) but it still won't stop me missing certain people being around to help me celebrate. Just not sure who will make it up from home, guess just wait and see?!
One of my old work friends came round the other day, so we tried something out (and no, not that for any pervs reading this Lol!).
She's into a lot of the new age type stuff and she brought her crystals round with her, so I gave the 'channeling your energy' and asking them questions a go. It may all be a bit of hocus pocus, but she swears by it and that they've never let her down yet, so I guess I just keep an open mind?
I asked about me and Kingy.... he's back from holidays so guess see what happens next? I'm under no illusions, its complicated as it is, so I don't really have many expectations if I'm honest, and this was consistent with the answers I got from the crystals when I asked about it. I really am of the mind of Que Serra, Serra with it all though...
I did ask the crystal some other questions which got interesting responses. Not sure how much to believe in them.... I'd love to think they will come true, but I've learnt that believing in dreams and hopes and wishes more often than not only leads to heart break and disappointment, and I've had enough of that to last me a life time.
One of the answers confused me, but all the questions I asked I tried several times, and my friend has asked the same questions the other night and her answers matched what I got, and since i only told her the questions and not the responses then that is kind of spooky!
Like I said, mainly hocus pocus, but most the answers matched what the old 'female intuation' tells me and that is something i do believe in. As of yet, my gut instinct has always been spot on! Its spotted liars, cheats and got me out of some sticky situations.
Anyway, regardless of what happens going forward, there's things to keep me amused now ;0)
Some old faces have already made a re-appearance, and there are some new faces i wouldn't mind getting to know more! Its all about finding people that you connect with and can go between just talking shit then talking about something completely deep, that's all i want.
To find someone who can be your best friend, your strongest supporter, your lover and your confident rolled up in one package is the aim, but given what I've seen of people i also think its a myth. There are many people with good intentions, but not very many good people. Trust me I've seen sides of people that i didn't think exist, and i have a few secrets that they'd hate for other people to find out
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